Ich bin eine schreckliche Freundin geworden - und ich hasse das. Ich bin so ein egozentrischer Mensch geworden :( Ich mein es liegt auch ein bisschen daran, dass mein eigenes Leben mich so überfordert, dass ich für nix andres Zeit hab, aber das darf ich ja wohl nich zulassen. Ich mein sonst hasse ich mich selbst. Hey - is mal jemandem aufgefallen ( Read more... )

It is a curious sensation: the sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond our powers of feeling. When your heart is broken, your boats are burned: nothing matters any more. It is the end of happiness and the beginning of peace. It's kind of weird that being heartbroken can be considered the beginning of peace. Still - it is! And i think that's ( Read more... )

ich hab mich valiebt :)
und ich bin glügglisch

I'm confused atm - i dunno what i'm supposed to do ( Read more... )

Ich fühl mich so allein gelassen ( Read more... )

Isn't it sad i cant enjoy life at all without her ( Read more... )

Yesterday was wonderful!! :))
Celya returned from her holiday and she.. well she felt amazing
it's a miracle i survived the last two weeks without her.
She even said she'd missed me too *bounces*
the nice warm sunny summer weather is back, she is back - what else could anybody - anybody who gets depressed from rainy cold weather and who is very ( Read more... )

When your day is long and the night, the night is yours alone ( Read more... )