Oct 20, 2005 02:39
I can't sleep. Everything that's wrong is wrong. My head hurts, my stomach hurts, my rls is acting up badly, and my psoriasis is driving me crazy. I've been dozing off all day on and off. It sucks. I feel so ugly. My psoriasis is starting to get worse now that we're slowly getting cooler days. I look really horrible today. My scalp and face are super flaky. I hate this condition. I put some of my medicine cream on multiple times today, but it didn't really help too much.
I missed talking to Meredith today. She called, but i didn't stay on the phone too long cause i just felt so shitty. I think i love that girl more and more each day. She really makes me happy. I hope she's happy with me as well.
I may or may not miss my halloween party. I'm on call for hbo for a shoot they're doing here. I mean, its cool that i'm doing something for hbo, but it really sucks if i miss my own freaking party. And i had such a cool costume too. Well. i don't have anything else to say at the moment. Good night