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Wednesday night i was boiling a can of condensed milk in my kitchen, and when i tried to lift it out of the pan it exploded. I have burns across my face and neck and arms and chest, and well, it's pretty hideous to behold. My face is covered in blisters and large raw, scabby flesh and my right eye has swollen so i can barely see out of it. I've been doing nothing but make fun of it, and myself and well, really i'm scared. I'm scared to be looked at, and i'm scared it will scar me (although the doctor has reassured me it shouldn't) and i'm too scared to leave my house .How am i going to do my work and get through this year at university? i feel grotesque, and people seem to feel the right to stare at me, eiter with disgust or fear. Even at the bloody hospital where you would think this would phase no one. What am i going to do? i dont know what to do