Apr 09, 2008 02:56
[Kadaj is standing alone on a public balcony, staring down at the cityscape. Too lost in his own thoughts, he doesn't notice his surroundings.]
More and more often, I am encouraged to do what I want. Not follow so blindly. But what? What can I want? Humans are selfish creatures, it's easy for them to think there are other things of equal, even better importance than Mother.
So why...why are there times I envy them? If that's even what it is...no. It isn't. It's just frustrating, how they can all seem so content, despite how insignificant than they are. But I want to be more than that. Even if the chances are--
All I know is that ever since I arrived here I've only continued to face this. Compared to that, the city always switching is nothing! I can't stand this, this temptation to think!
Why do I even call it that? I think already! I know what I want, and I know what's necessary! They're the ones who don't, the morons.
...Isn't that right? No...I can't let them influence me more than they have, because they haven't! [Suddenly pulls at his hair a little in frustration, screaming at a potted plant.] And I'm not getting a job!