Feb 01, 2004 18:34
I'm feeling out of sorts today.
Alright first things first. Modest Mouse is going to be on the Carson Daly show or something in a week or so. I dont really know how I feel about this. They are my favorite band and i feel like because of them i got into all these other bands. I dont want them to sell out to this extent. It isnt like they are the most underground band or something, a lot of people know about them, but to be on TV.. i dont know. I almost want to say it disappoints me. It is kind of like I want to keep them as my little secret that some other people know about.
Secondly, I'm tired of liars. And i'm tired of people at my work. Even more so, i'm tired of lying people at my work. Especially when those people lie to managers to make me look bad when they are on some fucking power trip. I used to not mind my job so much, and then you get to know the people there and it fucking disgusts me how people can act the way they do. Also, I like how someone i work with called me "Karen". Yeah.. no. I've been working with him since september AND i have a name tag. Thats just fucking rude buddy.
Thirdly, I guess I was acting weird today. I'm a lot less exciting/loud/funny than people think. A lot of the time i just dont feel like talking or something. Maybe I am a lot more introverted than people realize. Then people think something is wrong and it isnt. I honestly just dont feel like talking. It is okay though.
I have new shampoo and i dont like switching. Maybe it is because i shower a lot less and i get used to my hair smelling dirty.
Store different in the mall is closing. I am sad
I want to get some slip on vans AND black on black converse, except i am poor. I really wish i didnt have to pay 200 to my parents every month. I'd have a ton more money. Well, i guess just 200 more but whatever.
This was long and boring and i'm not sorry.