Ten fifteen on a saturday nite
Today was a good day. I slept till almost 2. I can be pretty fucking lazy, but during school i never sleep in because of the obvious, then there is work on the weekend. Anyways. I watched viva la bam. I normally hate those shows but for some reason I like this one. Sat around. Went places. OOOOOO. Exciting news. I saw the very tall, HOTTT guy who always wears hats at target. I starred for a while. I had not seen that kid in a while, I was getting scared. He has a tattoo, and it looked very nice. Normally I really dont like them, but lately I've kind of been liking them. So that put me in a good mood.
I watched American History X tonite. I have been watching many a movie lately, when usually i'd prefer not to. Anyways. This one was good. The ending made me a little sad though. Edward Norton is such a great actor.
I'm alive
And dead
My cat just grabbed my foot. I love that cat. He is so awesome. He has a pink collar and is a badass mother fucker. Although he is some what obessed with me. That is beside the point. He is awesome.
Tonite, I realized I'm not a very good problem solver. This lady at my work was saying how all she wanted to do was sleep. And normally she "isnt that lazy". She proceeded to tell me that it must be that she is depressed. I just didnt know what to say. Maybe it is because she was a fifty year old lady and i cant really relate. What the hell do I say to someone who tells me that anyway? I dont fucking know. I think I will just randomly tell her about how insecure in myself and how much I doubt myself and my life and that somedays I dont even see the point in life. Suck on that bitch.
A little bit ago, I went out to my car to get some cds and my neighbors happened to be coming home at the same time. Normally, i'd look and see, then wait, but for some reason I didnt. So I was walking up my driveway and I just pretended like I didnt see them, they were in their garage. I go to my car and then my neighbor stands in her garage and peers at me. It made me feel reallllly awkward. I always feel like that though. A lot of situations make me feel uncomfortable or weird. I dont know if it is just me or that these situatins are awkward. A lot of times at work. This one lady always tells me her fucking life story and I hate her! Then she will make sexual innuendos, about her life, and she is fucking gross. I dont know what makes her think its okay to talk about that stuff with me. I wouldnt care really, but this lady is disgusting. And about ten to fifteen years older than me. And definatley ISNT cool, and definately wears high waters everyday and is secretly a troll. Maybe its just work that makes me uncomfortable.
Tomorrow is the last day of our break. Back to school. I dont really want to go back, but it is finally the last semester. I just dont like switching classes. I was used to my old ones therefore they should stay the same.
Maybe i'll become one of those people that doesnt talk to anyone. Or i will be reallllllly selective. I pretty much already am. This break has been great. I've been gone almost every day and nite hanging with people. It should not end.
You have to adapt or you'll be out of style.
I watched American History X tonite. I have been watching many a movie lately, when usually i'd prefer not to. Anyways. This one was good. The ending made me a little sad though. Edward Norton is such a great actor.
I'm alive
And dead
My cat just grabbed my foot. I love that cat. He is so awesome. He has a pink collar and is a badass mother fucker. Although he is some what obessed with me. That is beside the point. He is awesome.
Tonite, I realized I'm not a very good problem solver. This lady at my work was saying how all she wanted to do was sleep. And normally she "isnt that lazy". She proceeded to tell me that it must be that she is depressed. I just didnt know what to say. Maybe it is because she was a fifty year old lady and i cant really relate. What the hell do I say to someone who tells me that anyway? I dont fucking know. I think I will just randomly tell her about how insecure in myself and how much I doubt myself and my life and that somedays I dont even see the point in life. Suck on that bitch.
A little bit ago, I went out to my car to get some cds and my neighbors happened to be coming home at the same time. Normally, i'd look and see, then wait, but for some reason I didnt. So I was walking up my driveway and I just pretended like I didnt see them, they were in their garage. I go to my car and then my neighbor stands in her garage and peers at me. It made me feel reallllly awkward. I always feel like that though. A lot of situations make me feel uncomfortable or weird. I dont know if it is just me or that these situatins are awkward. A lot of times at work. This one lady always tells me her fucking life story and I hate her! Then she will make sexual innuendos, about her life, and she is fucking gross. I dont know what makes her think its okay to talk about that stuff with me. I wouldnt care really, but this lady is disgusting. And about ten to fifteen years older than me. And definatley ISNT cool, and definately wears high waters everyday and is secretly a troll. Maybe its just work that makes me uncomfortable.
Tomorrow is the last day of our break. Back to school. I dont really want to go back, but it is finally the last semester. I just dont like switching classes. I was used to my old ones therefore they should stay the same.
Maybe i'll become one of those people that doesnt talk to anyone. Or i will be reallllllly selective. I pretty much already am. This break has been great. I've been gone almost every day and nite hanging with people. It should not end.
You have to adapt or you'll be out of style.