I wont waste my time fitting in

Jan 03, 2004 00:20

New years was fun. Went down town with mike and julie. It was crazy. Some things happened that i wish had not. Oh well. But i still had fun. We made friends with people. And i insisted on calling them "friends" the whole nite. Also, we were like ten feet away from Brenda Wood and Paul Ossman! Hellllllll yes. Damn i felt high class. Although work the next day sucked. Massive headache. We did close early, praise allah.

After work i went by publix because i am stalking megan. She went on break and i accompanied her. When she got off we went to her hizzy and watch the ya ya sisterhood. Listen, i really dont care if people think that movie sucks because i dont and it fucking rules. It rules my life and makes me cry like a little baby, just like everything else. Suckers.

Today was nonchalant. Worked from twelve to eight. Alex and her padre came by. Along with Michael and Susan which equals FUCKING AMAZING and pretty much made my life. Thank you. I dont know why, it just made me feel special. Even though my manager just told me people needed to stop coming in to see me and that "i dont want your friends here". I didnt care. So Michael and Susan are pretty much my heros.

Hung out with my lover, aka alex after work. I made her burn me cds. Yayyyyyy. Aka pop punk that i just secretly love. Of course she must be hanging out with ryan tomorrow. I want to go down to tower records tomorrow. Julie said she would go with me if she wasnt going out of town because other people are working slash busy.

People have made me happy lately. I under appreciate my friends. All of them. I get depressed and i shouldnt because my friends make me feel awesome. And each of them in a different way. I love them. Every one of them. And by every one of them i mean every one of them.

No fucking work tomorrow or sunday!!! And only 3 days next week. Too bad school is starting. Fuck that. I only have about a hundred and eighty dollars and i totally plan on spending a lot of it tomorrow. I got a raise and i'm going to get the retro pay for the time they didnt give it to me. That is going to be amazing. Getting extra money for being fucking amazing. Aka myself. Okay people. Thank you for being you. You are all great.


1) Last dream: I cannot remember
2) Last car ride: driving home from target
3) Last kiss: 3 days ago
4) Last person you kissed: no comment
5) Last good cry: I dont remember really
6) Last Missing Library Book: I turn mine in biatch
7) Last movie seen: One Hour Photo
8) Last Book Read: I am reading Invisible Monster by chuck palahniuk thanks to alex
9) Last curse word uttered: Fuck.
10) Last beverage drank: Water
11) Last Food consumed: Taco Bell
12) Last Crush: Humm
13) Last phone call: I called jessie earlier
14) Last TV show watched: E true hollywood story of the hilton sisters
15) Last Item Bought: Cds
16) Last time showered: about an hour ago
17) Last shoes worn: pumas!
18) Last CD played: q and not u - no kill no beep beep
19) Last MP3 Downloaded: a Sonic youth song
20) Last annoyance: the shit hanging on my door that makes noise everytime someone opens it
21) Last disappointment: myself
22) Last soda drank: coke or pepsi, i cannot remember
23) Last thing written: something for school i am sure
24) Last key used: the key to my car
25) Last word spoken: Yes
26) Last trip to the bathroom: hour ago for my shower
27) Last sleep: last nite
28) Last IM: mr stephen musson
29) Last song you listened to: joy division - love will tear us apart
30) Last time you yelled at someone: alex yelled the other nite about missing the unmasking of paul, kind of at me
31) Last weird encounter: last nite i saw people that go to my school and i pointed, but not at them and they pointed back, it was awkward
32) Last Store Shopped at: Tower
33) Last ice cream eaten: I dont even remember, probably mint choclate chip
34) Last time amused: Watching tv, and thinking about the time in econ that bobby and i did a presentation where we would sell tight pants, trying to be serious
35) Last time wanting to die: a while, i dont think i've ever really wanted to die
36) Last time in love: never really
37) Last time hugged: yesterday
38) Last time kissed on the cheek: too long ago
39) Last time "humped": 5 seconds ago and it was hot
40) Last time scolded: i dont get scolded
41) Last time resentful: always
42) Last chair sat in: The yellow one downstairs
43) Last lipstick used: probably just chapstick
44) Last underwear worn: short type ones
45) Last bra worn: the one i am wearing now
46) Last shirt worn: blood bros shirt
47) Last class attended: pacesetter
48) Last Final taken: pacesetter
49) Last time dancing: new years eve/new years
50) Last poster looked at: the one in my brothers room that i gave him
51) Last concert attended: i cant remember, it has been a while, hopefully iwouldsetmyselfonfireforyou tomorrow
52) Last webpage visited: lj
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