I don't... I can’t identify with the reasons that I have to hide. What are these things that I can’t disclose? I don’t even know. But for some reason I have chosen to set my feelings, my opinions, my behaviour, myself and my journal on private for the last few days.

Again I try to withhold myself. I don’t know why. There surely must be a reason. ( Read more... )

sweet.
just sweet.

I hate when I give people access to my life. Oh well. Most of this is private anyway...

I want to go sky diving so bad. I want to do something crazy. Something that will make my pain numb. Something that will make me forget again.

I just want

to

love someone.

Of this Journal is set to "Private".

Should I change it?

... maybe, slowly I shall.