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I don't know whats wrong with me tonight. I suddenly got this overwhelming rush of emotions. It feels like I'm back in ninth grade again. The stress of working ten days straight is getting to me. The stress of AP exams is getting to me. The stress of graduation is getting to me. The stress of going to college and planning my future is getting to me. It's weird that I just feel like crying.
I really don't have anyone to connect to right now. Well, I have friends and yes I know that but I just feel like there isn't really anyone right now. I hate this feeling. I'm exhausted right now and I want to go to sleep but I can't seem to close my eyes and sleep. I know tomorrow is just another one of the days full of stress. I miss being content with life. I miss my old optimistic ways. I just pray that college is better, yet I know its going to be full of even more challenging obstacles.
Graduation needs to come sooner and then I'll be on my way to London.
I really don't have anyone to connect to right now. Well, I have friends and yes I know that but I just feel like there isn't really anyone right now. I hate this feeling. I'm exhausted right now and I want to go to sleep but I can't seem to close my eyes and sleep. I know tomorrow is just another one of the days full of stress. I miss being content with life. I miss my old optimistic ways. I just pray that college is better, yet I know its going to be full of even more challenging obstacles.
Graduation needs to come sooner and then I'll be on my way to London.