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[anamberromance]

for so many reasons i dont know, i'm so incredibly hurt right now. i feel as if nothing is turning out the way it should. i'm tired of working hard only to be shot down. i miss so many things and i'm tired of everything changing.

i always thought i was a nice person but lately i feel like a terrible one. i wish it were yesterday again and i was walking around at the renaissance festival, forgetting about all the crap i have to deal with.

i hate this.