Dedications

Nov 01, 2006 22:14

1) I know that you’re in the process of becoming someone new.  What makes me sad is that I feel like this process is taking you further and further away from me.  But I guess I’m done trying to hold on… maybe this is just life taking its course.

2) …you’re back.  I’m not entirely sure how I feel about that, or what the hell is going on.  But so far, so good.  You make me happy.

3) I think I screwed it up with you.  Sadly, for good.  I don’t think there’s much left…. not that there was much to begin with, either.  See ya around, I suppose.

4) I miss you.  Like you have no idea.  I’m not sure that I have a very good reason for missing you, but it doesn’t really make a damn bit of difference to me.  You really taught me something, and I’ll never forget it.  I’ll never forget you.

5) You confuse the hell out of me, and I fear that I will never understand you.  That’s not new.  What is new is that I have given up trying to understand you.  I’m just gonna let you be, let you do your thing… cause its your life, and I shouldn’t tell you how to live it.  You are your own beautiful person, and I respect that.  I respect you.

6) You fascinate me, and I love talking to you.  Which is why its unfortunate that certain things that occurred have kept us apart a bit.  I know its my fault, and I know that eventually we’ll get through it.  What I hope is that you can forgive me, and have the patience to push through so that we can be friends.

7)  You’re a good time.  But I worry about you.  Not in a way that I think anything seriously bad is going to happen, though.  I just worry what things mean.

8) You’re one of those people that I walk away from with a skip in my step and ambition in my heart.  Our conversations always inspire me and leave me craving even more intellectual discussions.

9) I don’t really like the person you’re becoming, which is why I’ve been kind of avoiding you lately.  Not that it’s a big loss to you or anything…  just make me wonder if I ever really knew you in the first place…

10) Y’know how some people talk about “finding” their family?  After meeting you, now I know what they’re talking about.  I don’t know that I’d exactly say you’re like a brother to me now, but you’re definitely family, and I love you.
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