Comments | analxcyclone: I'll never have direction in my life

analxcyclone

I'll never have direction in my life

Dec 08, 2003 23:45

Tonight I realized that I really fucked up when since I flunked my sign language class. I have no direction and aren't doing shit right now. I'm basically living off my dad well thats atleast how it feels. I want to figure out what I want to go to school for so I can have some sort of focus or direction of some kind. I keep thinking about ( Read more... )

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crystaljoelle December 9 2003, 00:45:14 UTC

Hon, you're only 16. Just relax and enjoy it.

lifenotlived December 9 2003, 02:22:15 UTC

Dude, let direction come later. Enjoy being young while you can, you fucker!

I'm 20 and I still feel that way. Don't let it get you down.

analxcyclone December 9 2003, 11:04:04 UTC

well I want to enjoy it but my parents are on my ass about going to school and they keep saying how I'm using them and living off them even though I am only 16. It's kinda hard to enjoy it when they are constantly like that.

when i was your age... xmetalmikex December 9 2003, 07:19:55 UTC

...I was to busy drinking cough syrup to worry about any of that stuff, haha.

Re: when i was your age... analxcyclone December 9 2003, 11:05:27 UTC

hahaha

<3 faerieveil December 9 2003, 08:37:56 UTC

i think you WILL figure all of this out. josh, you ARE smart. you arent dumb. You said you wanted to go to medical school...how is that NOT smart or having NO direction in life? think about it. with your car..why dont you wait a bit and just drive around ur dads for a while until you get some money from work. another thing, you just got a job. that is something nice to do. at least you are doing something for 7 hours a day..and getting paid for it. Soon things will come together...i know it. im here to help too, with anythign i can ok? oh yah...with ur sign language class...you just didnt get credit because you missed too many days..its not like you failed cause you didnt get it. anyways im done. sorry this is so long. im sorry though : / xo. <333333

analxcyclone December 9 2003, 11:08:09 UTC

hopefully and even if I am smart not smart enough for medical school. thats so hard to get into especially when I pretty much have to pay for it myself.

faerieveil December 9 2003, 15:55:13 UTC

dont think like that. you learn when you go to schol. thats whats it for. if you really want to do it, go for it. im sorry though :(
<3

toothcollector December 9 2003, 08:55:06 UTC

i know how it feels. i'm almost 20 and feel that way and i don't see it changing anytime soon even though i want it to. the truth is, it's impossible to go to school fulltime and work enough to pay tuition and rent, so living off my mother is inevitable.
but you're young, you have time... you have an excuse.

analxcyclone December 9 2003, 11:15:15 UTC

they aren't buying the part that I'm young though. they also want me to go to school full time and work so I'm kinda fucked.

toothcollector December 9 2003, 12:27:18 UTC

jeez, your parents have pretty high standards. i didn't really have that kind of pressure, not even right now even. but i am going to school (kinda, like i should be in class now) and i'm finally working. but you've got yourself a job and that's a really good start.

analxcyclone December 9 2003, 21:48:11 UTC

yeah oh well I dont have any money for school right now anyways and yeah I need to save up.