I'll never have direction in my life
Tonight I realized that I really fucked up when since I flunked my sign language class. I have no direction and aren't doing shit right now. I'm basically living off my dad well thats atleast how it feels. I want to figure out what I want to go to school for so I can have some sort of focus or direction of some kind. I keep thinking about medical school but then I realize that I'm not smart so I don't really think to in depth about ever doing that. My car is also falling apart and is going to take about $800 to fix. Now I gotta decide on if it's worth fixing or just saying screw it and getting rid of it and finding something else to drive. Yeah I'm done.