I am in mega mega mega mega band zone. I mean it's like two bands in fucking rage mode. My life is bands.
Also my grandmother died last night. I don't have the time money or physical stamina to fly home for the funeral in a few hours. So I'm going to try to go to a synagogue today and reflect. I don't know what else to do, I'm kind of sad about it, as you'd expect. Sadly though, I'm more upset about other things, which is, admittedly, kind of silly.