Sleep is a luxury......
Another very early morning tending to my baby girl and eventually getting her back to sleep had me falling asleep in the mat chair in her room. At least I got some shut eye with the heavy blanket keeping me warm.....being with her and falling asleep together is very fulfilling for myself as now and then I tend to have separation anxiety when she's not with me. Lately I've been good trusting others (as I should) to take care of her whether it's going to the gym or running errands at the grocery store. I mean, who knows, there may come a time when as a teen the question will be how she'll interact with me......hoping for the best because one never knows.
I'd like for us to have a better relationship than I had with my mom.....
My first PD classes tonight and super stoked as it should be a blast! I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous......more so on the end of bringing back memories from when I worked at the club......that was some 15 years ago.....wow.
M (I started nick naming him that and he thinks it's 'cool' LOL) is leaving for Florida today with his dad to stay at a condo which belongs to a friend of his.....my ex that is, not M. As he's not back to school till Monday, we both thought that he could use a little getaway trip and something to talk about next week at school with his friends. It's not like my ex and I agree on a lot of things, but when it comes to the little guy we do our best for him. The divorce wasn't easy but he's adjusted well and is surrounded by a lot of people that love him.
More emails back/forth with Ben regarding my back/butt tat and I'd like my current bull (taurus sign) tat on the back of my neck and lower back both saved and blended in with the rest. The one down my spine can be inked over and if need be, I can always have it done somewhere else. I'm still keen on a full right leg sleeve, but I'm pretty sure that once this big one is complete I'll want a break. It'll take many sessions to complete and I'll be tending the soreness for some time.
But it'll be worth it.....
Ciao.......