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[anakinvader]

I hate going through the feeling of just wanting to give up on everything. This is stressful, it's mind boggling. Sometimes when I think about things I always think that I can handle whatever is thrown my way. But today has just proved otherwise to me. In a time like this I hate that the only feeling I can have is pure rage with a livid outlook.

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[partydoubt]

I love you and I know right now is really hard and stressful and I'm trying to be there as much as I can. Take a few breaths and just think about our trip and how much fun we are going to have. True right now is really hard and that might not outshine everything right now, but once you get through this hurtle it'll be all over with. Even if I can't be there to help physical, I want to help out as much as I can just talking to you, so if you need to vent, you let me know, I am more than happy to put my own stress aside for you - and always will be. Focus on you and what you need to do, I know I keep saying that but I don't want you to feel obligated to rush and stress yourself out more so you can come to my birthday this weekend. I understand and I want you to do what you need to so life is easier on you. I love you so so so much, and you are a strong person and can get through whatever is thrown your way, sometimes it just takes a little more patience and work - but it'll all be worth it in the end.