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I hate going through the feeling of just wanting to give up on everything. This is stressful, it's mind boggling. Sometimes when I think about things I always think that I can handle whatever is thrown my way. But today has just proved otherwise to me. In a time like this I hate that the only feeling I can have is pure rage with a livid outlook. Why can't I just focus on the positive? True the positive may not always out weigh or balance out with the negative, but there should be some type of bright outcome when focusing on positive. Let's hope that tomorrow when I wake up in the morning that the creeping effect doesn't set in on me. This can't happen now, not in the next two weeks not tomorrow. Especially not tomorrow.