Well then
Been a while. I bet this post is read by 0 people. But I need an outlet. I need someone to talk to. Even if there's no one there.
I'm more or less alone at home. My girlfriend and I broke up, I thought it was a mutual thing but the more and more I think about it the more and more I feel betrayed and hurt by the circumstances.
She says she wants to stay best friends, but if she can't make time for me when we're dating, how can she make time for me when we're just friends. I don't think I've felt hurt like this before. Not when she cheated on me. Not when I had my heart broken countless times before I even met her. This overwhelming sense of loneliness is just too much.
Thankfully I started a new job today. I work with kids at an interactive museum. Teaching lessons in the morning/afternoon on all kinds of science stuff. Should be fun. If it weren't for that I don't know what I would do.
I should be back at camp, but the boss felt that because I wanted things to be different than last summer I was "too invested in the program and it was time for [me] to move on." Bullshit. I give you a simple piece of advice and you repay me by not hiring me? Fuck you. Fuck you. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU How dare you tell me whats best for me. Thanks to you I spent a month unemployed, struggled at the end of school (almost failed a class, missed a test, and barely got a 25 page final paper turned in) because I wasn't going to be employed like I thought I was post-grad, and now I'm single due to the fact that my girlfriend doesn't have time for me because we don't work together.
Eat a bowl of dicks you heartless bitch. Grow a set of balls and handle criticism. I'm not trying to take your job you feckless cunt. Fuck you.
Hope you had a happy Memorial Day. We pay honor to thy fallen dead. Thank those who still fight. Thinking of you guys. Popye, Pop-Pop, you fought for me long ago. I prayed for you guys Monday. Thanks to you and to all of those who still serve.
I'm more or less alone at home. My girlfriend and I broke up, I thought it was a mutual thing but the more and more I think about it the more and more I feel betrayed and hurt by the circumstances.
She says she wants to stay best friends, but if she can't make time for me when we're dating, how can she make time for me when we're just friends. I don't think I've felt hurt like this before. Not when she cheated on me. Not when I had my heart broken countless times before I even met her. This overwhelming sense of loneliness is just too much.
Thankfully I started a new job today. I work with kids at an interactive museum. Teaching lessons in the morning/afternoon on all kinds of science stuff. Should be fun. If it weren't for that I don't know what I would do.
I should be back at camp, but the boss felt that because I wanted things to be different than last summer I was "too invested in the program and it was time for [me] to move on." Bullshit. I give you a simple piece of advice and you repay me by not hiring me? Fuck you. Fuck you. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU How dare you tell me whats best for me. Thanks to you I spent a month unemployed, struggled at the end of school (almost failed a class, missed a test, and barely got a 25 page final paper turned in) because I wasn't going to be employed like I thought I was post-grad, and now I'm single due to the fact that my girlfriend doesn't have time for me because we don't work together.
Eat a bowl of dicks you heartless bitch. Grow a set of balls and handle criticism. I'm not trying to take your job you feckless cunt. Fuck you.
Hope you had a happy Memorial Day. We pay honor to thy fallen dead. Thank those who still fight. Thinking of you guys. Popye, Pop-Pop, you fought for me long ago. I prayed for you guys Monday. Thanks to you and to all of those who still serve.