A Fly Day
Even when you begin something new, not everything is new. Previous experiences bring themselves to the surface for recognition, encouraging you to note the differences and remember the things that YOU wanted to change. So don't refrain from seeing those things as they are now and flowing, just flow... yes I love english grammar structure complete sentences but I really like flow!!
Everything that I am practicing right now is teaching me the balance between structure and flow. Practice and study, study and practice are like meditation and prayer, prayer and meditation. Then true celebration can be lived and loved joyous communion-union.
Revelling in the akward Eternal Vertigo
Staring through see scapes
where matter flows
distinctions are not spaciousness so let them go
Sorry if it's too much information, but I wrote this little bit while I resting on that white porcelain throne. I heard it in my walking meditation on the way to finding a rest spot and didn't want to lose or skip it just because writing poetry on the potty is wrong or some such silly notion.
Moving on, Last night was great we had re-opening and bonding time between two women I have been growing with and myself. I got a high five from the one who affirmed that they had a nightmare about me after I had vaguely said that I had an intense dream that morning. In Fact I had come to realize that my intense dream definitely had to do with the situation of all three of us. And so when I fessed up to that part she gave me a high five to show the connection. It is nice to see physical action follow a realization like icing on the cake my subconscious revealed itself to me powerfully and then I was able to let it go therefore making space for the reconnection.!! : )
Speaking of Reconnection, <-- all written on some other day in the recent previous
Anyways! Here is today here and now here and fun here and with an energy just above the high heart a laugh cry shout getting ready to come out bubble up until the pressure breaks into fizz and my head and face become all weird shapes and fidgety! ? So.. back to back at the booths in Goldy's corner. Feeling so Bouncy!! Like I could just bounce off to the moon. I just said so to Thomas he had to take his ear bud out to hear me the second time. I actually told him I want to go run!! Modest Mouse Float on is playing so perfect I am writing it there in the text rather than in the mood/ music box. It feels like a moment that would be easy to die! I am a little bit growing out of my body and so light that my thought I could hardly hear over the vibration of my heart in sinc with my higher self. Spiritual terminology can be so funny hilarious in fact. that is part of the feeling I am on right now. because of finding a parody/ satire/ who-ahtever picture of some yogi kids. I am realizing that this laughter yoga really is free therapy and laughing is freeing and there is nothing to be scared about or SERIOUS! though you can feign seriousness and it's very hilarious!! There is nothing to be afraid of because even if at any point you begin to cry you will realize how closely these are related and that the evolution of anger is laughter and tears. There is no order because there is no right time for any, just the time that happens, that is, that is the movement of change. Anger is not so much movement. Laughter and tears are an effect of movement and the flow being let go!! These peices I already know. that's ok I let go how I knew them before and I am free to know them again!!
Thomas came over and we talked for abit. It was real neat. sacred is eternal.
Everything that I am practicing right now is teaching me the balance between structure and flow. Practice and study, study and practice are like meditation and prayer, prayer and meditation. Then true celebration can be lived and loved joyous communion-union.
Revelling in the akward Eternal Vertigo
Staring through see scapes
where matter flows
distinctions are not spaciousness so let them go
Sorry if it's too much information, but I wrote this little bit while I resting on that white porcelain throne. I heard it in my walking meditation on the way to finding a rest spot and didn't want to lose or skip it just because writing poetry on the potty is wrong or some such silly notion.
Moving on, Last night was great we had re-opening and bonding time between two women I have been growing with and myself. I got a high five from the one who affirmed that they had a nightmare about me after I had vaguely said that I had an intense dream that morning. In Fact I had come to realize that my intense dream definitely had to do with the situation of all three of us. And so when I fessed up to that part she gave me a high five to show the connection. It is nice to see physical action follow a realization like icing on the cake my subconscious revealed itself to me powerfully and then I was able to let it go therefore making space for the reconnection.!! : )
Speaking of Reconnection, <-- all written on some other day in the recent previous
Anyways! Here is today here and now here and fun here and with an energy just above the high heart a laugh cry shout getting ready to come out bubble up until the pressure breaks into fizz and my head and face become all weird shapes and fidgety! ? So.. back to back at the booths in Goldy's corner. Feeling so Bouncy!! Like I could just bounce off to the moon. I just said so to Thomas he had to take his ear bud out to hear me the second time. I actually told him I want to go run!! Modest Mouse Float on is playing so perfect I am writing it there in the text rather than in the mood/ music box. It feels like a moment that would be easy to die! I am a little bit growing out of my body and so light that my thought I could hardly hear over the vibration of my heart in sinc with my higher self. Spiritual terminology can be so funny hilarious in fact. that is part of the feeling I am on right now. because of finding a parody/ satire/ who-ahtever picture of some yogi kids. I am realizing that this laughter yoga really is free therapy and laughing is freeing and there is nothing to be scared about or SERIOUS! though you can feign seriousness and it's very hilarious!! There is nothing to be afraid of because even if at any point you begin to cry you will realize how closely these are related and that the evolution of anger is laughter and tears. There is no order because there is no right time for any, just the time that happens, that is, that is the movement of change. Anger is not so much movement. Laughter and tears are an effect of movement and the flow being let go!! These peices I already know. that's ok I let go how I knew them before and I am free to know them again!!
Thomas came over and we talked for abit. It was real neat. sacred is eternal.