Paradise lost

[anael777]

title: Paradise lost
author: anael777
pairing: yunjae
genre: romance, angst?
rating: pg-13
warning: incest, father-son relationship, un-betaed >_<'
summary: When, after paying the highest price his feelings Yunho once again stands as a free man, he notices how much everything has changed. Was it all worth it or did he make a fatal mistake?

Comments

[redmaroo]

kinda bitter in Yunho part, but the story is really sweet! oh god, i really pitty Yunho.
i wonder if something like this truly happen in real life :o

thankiess <3

[anael777]

Yes I wanted to show how would it be if one started losing hope. I don't know if that kind of relationships exist but if they do I hope they can be happy. I believe pure real love is never wrong.
Thank you for reading ^^

[redmaroo]

yea, i believe this kind of relationships really happen but we can really see them? i dunno.

[anael777]

if the pple involved don't want others to see the relationship noone will ever find out. know that first hand I had to hide my relationship with my bf for 2 years from everyone including our families - noone knew or suspected so it is possible ^^'

[redmaroo]

unf, yes. i'm fully understand now. i've done that before, with my ex. but, such a fail act you know! (T3T) the relationship just last for 1 month, and yeah ... then my mother mocked MOCKS me. i'm bad at hiding something. :|

[anael777]

well we came out (feels like I'm talking about yunjae XD) 2 years after we really got together but as much as it may sound romantic hiding a relationship before your friends and family is a hard work an very tiring. we were friends attending the same uni you see so we could be seen together (not too often)but couldn't hold hands, could go on dates (if we did it had to be covered up by uni project or outside of town so that noone would spot us), couldn't walk freely or sit in a park and hug... we could only steal glances and everytime someone would leave us in a room we would steal kisses or hugs. though now that I remember it (the hiding finished 4y ago) I have a smile on my face ^^' that's why I know if YunJae ever were together no one really had to know even their closest friends. ok I'm sorry to ramble so much >////

[redmaroo]

hey, it's okay. i'm happy to hear your story! that's poor of you darling! hahaha~ but you and him okay now? may i ask why you hide it, the relationship? i look like a gossiper naw
well yea, when you said came out i just remember our Yunjae <3 lots to say about them!

[anael777]

ahh it would be hard to explain to an outsider but the best way of saying it is that the political situation at that time wasn't great ans we just couldn't walk freely ^^'
yes that's why I always say yunjae was/is/will be real - the have certain vibe I don;t know why but I'm sure at some point in time (if not always/now) they were together. bless their poor souls >_< there is nothing worse than not being ale to hold hands with the one you love T^T

[redmaroo]

ahh, sorry if i piped-in like that! i'm ... a bit understand now :D
thank you for sharing your story, though. ^^
this is my first time to meet with someone who truly believe in Yunjae, not just for fun.

[anael777]

Ohh please don't get me wrong! I'm not dismissing you!! It's just so hard to explain >_<'

And yes I believe that YunJae are or were real (well they might've broke up ^^'). Let me put it that way: Jae is bisexual and I' 100000% sure of that coz I'm bisexual myself and I know the vibe, Yun is simply flashing red on my gaydar XD there is no way a man can move like that and be straight XD (don't get me wrong he's my bias ^///^) I love and respect YunJae I wish we will never find out if they are/were/will be real it us their own world and there is no place for us there! But we can stand on the sidelines and observe their dance. I just wish them happyness. But one thing is certain: if you ever lived with a person 8-9 years there is no way you will not have a special place in your heart for that person - you will never forget them. YunJae is love! Brotherly, friendly or romantic at the end of the day the most important things are not visible to the naked eye <3

[redmaroo]

^^~!
wow.
honestly i can't really decide, whether Jae were/is bi or not. have you watch the video when once DBSK have an event in a radio station, then someone asked Jae how was it when Yunho hug him (or something like that, i don't really remember the detail), he answered something like his heartbeat skip soooooo many beats, and then poof! Jae turn into a poodle of goo (and he hide himself behind on of the curtain).

i'm. speechless.
it proof something, isn't it? >D
and yess, i'm truly greatful with fans who respect their privacy, and their relationship. but, it's very rare you know. most of the fans are really greedy to know about their relationship, stalk them. they're very possessive. and aggressive. hahaha~

no worries! i have so much fun to talk with you, and it is Yunjae we talk about!! ^^<33

[anael777]

Ohh Jae really misses Yun's attention. He is such an attention whore XD and Yun was always there to fulfil his needs X3 and I'm sure Jae always enjoyed Yun's hugs ^^ who wouldn't XD
Tell me though what event was that I wanna see it >.<

Yeah well I hope fans give them a bit of rest it's all the new fans that ruin 'yunjae fan' image >_>' sry that's my opinion only >_< but I really hope they can rest a bit heh poor boys

[redmaroo]

late reply, sorry :| my internet is a scumbag, seriously.
attention whore, i like that words :D
i haven't see it? JaeJae was being so hilarious there. wait! i ask my buddy youtube first!
...(loading)
ah! found it >:D
yunjae, this way
no subs, but someone translate it in comment entry. have fun! :)

noooh! no prob. i agree with you. poor boys :(

[anael777]

OMONA!!! this is so cute O.O wt haven't I seen it >_but Jaejoongie is so shy XD and Yun!! he hugs him coz it calms him aw!! ^^ YunJae are so meant to be!! Jae has always been a blabbermouth XD spilling out YunJae secrets XD I'm sure it gotten him into lots of trouble X3

[redmaroo]

OH!
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!
<3
and i just noticed that the one who had initiative to do touchingtouching-stuff xD
Yunjaegasm they're really sweet in that video! <3

ahh! Jae is also a clumsy one too! i really like his straightforward personality! that's the cute of him, don't you think? >D

no worries! your rambling is so lovely and so ... Yunjaeness~
kawaii~!

your name is Ana right? i stalked your lj some months ago xD

[anael777]

yup tha name's Ana ^^ omo no way o////o what is your name? ^^'

I love my Yunnie I have to say JAe has no competition in his cuteness and clumsiness ^^'
but I like the way he is straightforward and makes mistakes it makes him so human ^^' unlike Yun who always needs to be perfect ^^ I still wouldn't kick him out of my bed for eating crackers though XD

ahh my sweet YunJae how I miss them >_<'