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Been together with Jaoc for 7 hrs today and we had so much fun together:)
Also I've tried to eat some more bc I get blackouts very often now - like in the middle of a conversation I just go blank and dunno where I am and what I was about to say... And I'm afraid of getting osteoporosis (sp) due to my lack of periods.
Still I see how I lose and I love it - I'm adicted to losing weight it calms me. My pants are falling of me now - my tummy's flatter.
I get cramps and diahrroa whenever I eat:( it sickens me - makes me starve yet again tomorrow.
On sunday I'm going to the festival for 10 days - and I know I'll lose weight. I just know. I'll be up 24/7 and food's not around and I'll be dancing every day.
I have to leave the festival for 1 day tho to see my therapist and start weigh-ins again:( yikes.... I'm NOT at my target-weight..
well, the black-outs are worrying me! much!
Also I've tried to eat some more bc I get blackouts very often now - like in the middle of a conversation I just go blank and dunno where I am and what I was about to say... And I'm afraid of getting osteoporosis (sp) due to my lack of periods.
Still I see how I lose and I love it - I'm adicted to losing weight it calms me. My pants are falling of me now - my tummy's flatter.
I get cramps and diahrroa whenever I eat:( it sickens me - makes me starve yet again tomorrow.
On sunday I'm going to the festival for 10 days - and I know I'll lose weight. I just know. I'll be up 24/7 and food's not around and I'll be dancing every day.
I have to leave the festival for 1 day tho to see my therapist and start weigh-ins again:( yikes.... I'm NOT at my target-weight..
well, the black-outs are worrying me! much!