so. how are we all feeling now? I can't decode the answer on my own if it's about me. been scratching up your walls, self-referential gratitude regarding what comes next. I don’t know.
and they played our? favorite song a few nights ago and I was the happiest I've been in a while but I pretty much got no one to tell about it. I make it historical ( Read more... )

I'm a mosaic of every little thing I loved through middle school, carrying around the growing pains I never grew out of. talks like a fall out boy. thinks like a chemical romance. feels like a nirvana. bleeds like a hole. looks and seems and chokes on words like the one who gets picked last. looks and seems and stumbles on eye contact like the ( Read more... )

this year's cut me off mid-sentence and run off with the punchline, like a sibling who leaves your bedroom door open. what a bumpy ride. I can barely recall who I've been.
here's to the neverendingness of should have beens - like Morrissey should have been a Marxist, Wilde should have remained uncensored and I should have bought a darker dress.
here' ( Read more... )