Project Birthday: Day 50 (update)
So. I got my dresses today, the size 6 fits beautifully, it even makes me look slim! (shock horror). But you know what progress means, that's right Bingey McFatface comes out and eats everything, luckily for me though I think restricting has truly made me tummy shrink cos I was really full after hardly haven eaten anything, so that was an upside. Plus I purged what I ate, but I'm still more than I wanted to be before I went to bed, at this rate I'll be lucky if I maintain :/ well, hopefully thins will just spur me on to do better tomorrow, I'm already getting more self control compared to how I was before so...
Obstacles to reaching my target weight on time:
-dinner on Saturday with my mum
-going out on Wednesday for my actual birthday
the I'm going out on Saturday for my birthday celebrations which the main thing
Thats only two meals I HAVE to eat, the rest I don't actually have to have, it's up to me to resist if I can :/ somehow I don't think I'll do it. I have 8 days to lose at least 4lbs so I can be in the 120's, preferably I'll lose 8lbs so I can be 9 stone but somehow I don't see that happening, 1lb a day? LOL, ok then.
I'm asking for an early birthday present, can someone please send me some will power?
Edit: Ok so it's just sunk in exactly how much I have to lose and how much time I have to lose it, lets do some number crunching shall we? Assuming I'll weight 134lbs in the morning:
By Wednesday By Saturday
To reach 129.8lbs 0.7lbs/day 0.5lbs/day
To reach 126lbs 1.3lbs/day 1lb/day
To reach 124lbs 1.6lbs/day 1.25lbs/day
So it's not as dire as I though but it still requires serious effort on my part! Ok, I've been lax today and made lame excuses but no more! I'm not eating tomorrow or on the weekend apart from Saturday, DEFIANTLY NO CARBS and if I DO slip up and eat then I have to purge till I get bile instead of going easy on myself like I usually do. I'm so so close it would be a travesty to mess uo now, to be honest I didn't even think I would make it as far at this with my birthday project but now I have it would be a shame to stumble on the final hurdle so yeah, fast fast fast, restrict restrict restrict, those are the key words for the next few days!
Obstacles to reaching my target weight on time:
-dinner on Saturday with my mum
-going out on Wednesday for my actual birthday
the I'm going out on Saturday for my birthday celebrations which the main thing
Thats only two meals I HAVE to eat, the rest I don't actually have to have, it's up to me to resist if I can :/ somehow I don't think I'll do it. I have 8 days to lose at least 4lbs so I can be in the 120's, preferably I'll lose 8lbs so I can be 9 stone but somehow I don't see that happening, 1lb a day? LOL, ok then.
I'm asking for an early birthday present, can someone please send me some will power?
Edit: Ok so it's just sunk in exactly how much I have to lose and how much time I have to lose it, lets do some number crunching shall we? Assuming I'll weight 134lbs in the morning:
By Wednesday By Saturday
To reach 129.8lbs 0.7lbs/day 0.5lbs/day
To reach 126lbs 1.3lbs/day 1lb/day
To reach 124lbs 1.6lbs/day 1.25lbs/day
So it's not as dire as I though but it still requires serious effort on my part! Ok, I've been lax today and made lame excuses but no more! I'm not eating tomorrow or on the weekend apart from Saturday, DEFIANTLY NO CARBS and if I DO slip up and eat then I have to purge till I get bile instead of going easy on myself like I usually do. I'm so so close it would be a travesty to mess uo now, to be honest I didn't even think I would make it as far at this with my birthday project but now I have it would be a shame to stumble on the final hurdle so yeah, fast fast fast, restrict restrict restrict, those are the key words for the next few days!