Project Birthday: Day 50
Have to meet my stepdad today, I hate him so fucking much. I wouldn't even bother if I didn't think my mum would want me to. There's nothing he can say that can undo what he did or make me stop hating him so what's the point?
But I know I eat my emotions so I'm scared. All I need to remember is that he's already ruined so much for me, I can't let him ruin this too.
Progress Report:
Weightloss to date:
17.2lbs
Progress overall:
Day 50/57
17.2/25lbs lost
7.8lbs to go
CW: 133.8lbs
Aims: don't binge. don't binge. don't binge. don't binge. don't binge. don't binge.
Project Birthday Fast Number 3: Hour 78.5
CW: 133.8lbs
Weightloss so far: 5.4lbs
But I know I eat my emotions so I'm scared. All I need to remember is that he's already ruined so much for me, I can't let him ruin this too.
Progress Report:
Weightloss to date:
17.2lbs
Progress overall:
Day 50/57
17.2/25lbs lost
7.8lbs to go
CW: 133.8lbs
Aims: don't binge. don't binge. don't binge. don't binge. don't binge. don't binge.
Project Birthday Fast Number 3: Hour 78.5
CW: 133.8lbs
Weightloss so far: 5.4lbs