Well I’m not paralyzed But I seem to be Struck By you
So Its another Manic Monday and after a pretty busy day I decided to make an update so here goes..
As some of you probably know marching band has pretty much ended and this makes me very very sad =[. I mean this year was a complete bust I didn't get any of my goals accomplished personally and as a whole, I mean if I'm going to have a slight chance in playing for a higher band then something needs to be done. But enough of that I always seem to complain about it and enough is enough...on a good note I'm playing snare next year, yes thats right the quad player for the past 3 years is changing. I always wanted to play the quads but ironically I have become bored with them, I always have to worry about a broken drum head which is a pain the ass, and well I can't showboat because of the other quad player. So I leave Gino to take care of it with the new girl next year and I'll be joining the snare line woo.
On a good note, working at sears has been pretty nice all the people are really friendly, funny, and just fun to be around I'm actually happy that I decided to work there. Some people laugh when I tell them I work there I don't know why they do because the same people work at Long John Silvers like what the hell your laughing at me because I work at a place that will actually look good on a resume later in life? That place can't even compete so they can all go kill themselves because it would be doing the world a massive favor. I can't wait till my next pay check iPOD TOUCH WILL BE MINE!!!!!!
You know I realized I have always helped people with their relationship problems but I have yet to receive any myself. I mean I seem to always know what to say when its someone else's problem and I always thought that I would be a decent significant other you know? I mean I'm friendly, funny at times, fun to be around or maybe am I just full of hot air and people really don't like that. I have more friends than anyone I know I get along with just about anyone and I can honestly say I don't know of anyone that wishes harm upon me on a daily basis. So why the hell do I struggle with getting someone? I just don't see why sure I'm not Mr. America and I could use a little tan but christ you would think at least one person would look past it all.
I even know when to give up on a person and not waste hurt feelings or effort on a person who doesn't share the same thoughts. I have seen time after time people chasing after someone they won't have and then they come to me and I have to explain to them why they won't. Why? why do people do that to themselves when I went though it, it was possibly the most emotion pain I ever went through does the rule "what we can't have we want even more" apply? Honestly I think people like that need to be slapped a few times and knock some sense into them.
I always have this train of thought that if I like someone and it eventually never happens I let it go but I always have that small spot for them in my heart. I have had my fair share of rejections and I have learned from them but if I have learned one thing, never let go I believe there is always hope for a miracle to come my way and I never want to give up that dream. I always said "The right person could be right under your nose" and that can apply if you give the under dog a chance and 90% of the time, I'm the under dog..
Well "Hunger get what hunger wants" and my brain is telling me to eat and go to bed
later days
As some of you probably know marching band has pretty much ended and this makes me very very sad =[. I mean this year was a complete bust I didn't get any of my goals accomplished personally and as a whole, I mean if I'm going to have a slight chance in playing for a higher band then something needs to be done. But enough of that I always seem to complain about it and enough is enough...on a good note I'm playing snare next year, yes thats right the quad player for the past 3 years is changing. I always wanted to play the quads but ironically I have become bored with them, I always have to worry about a broken drum head which is a pain the ass, and well I can't showboat because of the other quad player. So I leave Gino to take care of it with the new girl next year and I'll be joining the snare line woo.
On a good note, working at sears has been pretty nice all the people are really friendly, funny, and just fun to be around I'm actually happy that I decided to work there. Some people laugh when I tell them I work there I don't know why they do because the same people work at Long John Silvers like what the hell your laughing at me because I work at a place that will actually look good on a resume later in life? That place can't even compete so they can all go kill themselves because it would be doing the world a massive favor. I can't wait till my next pay check iPOD TOUCH WILL BE MINE!!!!!!
You know I realized I have always helped people with their relationship problems but I have yet to receive any myself. I mean I seem to always know what to say when its someone else's problem and I always thought that I would be a decent significant other you know? I mean I'm friendly, funny at times, fun to be around or maybe am I just full of hot air and people really don't like that. I have more friends than anyone I know I get along with just about anyone and I can honestly say I don't know of anyone that wishes harm upon me on a daily basis. So why the hell do I struggle with getting someone? I just don't see why sure I'm not Mr. America and I could use a little tan but christ you would think at least one person would look past it all.
I even know when to give up on a person and not waste hurt feelings or effort on a person who doesn't share the same thoughts. I have seen time after time people chasing after someone they won't have and then they come to me and I have to explain to them why they won't. Why? why do people do that to themselves when I went though it, it was possibly the most emotion pain I ever went through does the rule "what we can't have we want even more" apply? Honestly I think people like that need to be slapped a few times and knock some sense into them.
I always have this train of thought that if I like someone and it eventually never happens I let it go but I always have that small spot for them in my heart. I have had my fair share of rejections and I have learned from them but if I have learned one thing, never let go I believe there is always hope for a miracle to come my way and I never want to give up that dream. I always said "The right person could be right under your nose" and that can apply if you give the under dog a chance and 90% of the time, I'm the under dog..
Well "Hunger get what hunger wants" and my brain is telling me to eat and go to bed
later days