behbehs are weird
oh btw, my treatment involves
-6 injections (3 in each medial pterygoid)
-splint adjustment
-TENS unit making my jaw move involuntarily
-evaluation of progress
i have had some progress and felt amazing after the first treatment. i want to go back but they only do it once a week.
last night i had a date with a 38 year old woman...yeah
i caught a cougay.
she took me out to a FANCY italian restaurant...probably one of the nicest restaurants i have ever been to. i ordered a bottle of wine, the Franciscan cab from Napa Valley. Excellent pick. the waiter made fun of me for not wanting to be a total snot about tasting it.
"YOU SWIRL IT LIKE THIS!" (in a total Italian accent) "YOU NEED TO RELEASE THE AROMAS!"
i lolled.
so yes...her name was kelly and she is some head director at siemen's something or other. we talked and ate a fancy pants dinner and i told her about how i think im gay but women don't like me and she blamed this on my aggressiveness--that this could possibly scare women off.
well what the hell else am i suppose to do?
anyhoots we drive back to cardella's condo and she drops me off...we talk for a minute about shibari and then the moment came...who makes a move? she did.
i totally kissed a 38 year old woman. hehehehe.
i ate two cadbury eggs and i fell like crap. i think i've lost weight since i've been here...i had to have...i walk EVERYWHERE. i freeze my fucking ass off in the process as well. the train station is a 25 minute walk but its not too bad. being downtown is confusing cause its a shit ton of big buildings. i have figured my way to dr. goldmans. after my last appt i went and met up with a guy named Adel. (he was born in Dubai). he had a condo, in the middle of the city, on the 26th floor. it was fucking amazing. i also had to do his eyeliner. "shit, you are good" he says...forgetting i doodle for a living.
i've always been good at finding the right people and really getting something out of my surroundings. i've been taken out thrice...explored the city with a magnificent view...have many more connections with fellow artists looking forward to working with me.
i ride the metra. im a train whore.
the doctor was kind enough to make a fake tooth on my splint. it looks real from a distance. :-D
i might just stay here.