and the wind blew
today is the first day of the rest of my life.
i've cried three times today.
and all for different reasons.
one for the past...the times i went through as a human being. suffering. loss. pain. death. life.
one for the present...evaluation, trial and error. the beginning.
and one for the future...the knowing that one day, this pain is going to end.
dr. goldman said "we can definitely help you. the muscles on the left side of your face are definitely in spasm. this is very treatable and we can get you feeling normal in no time."
all these years...all this pain...
its all going to be over soon.
and i think i am owed every single moment of it.
dr. goldman said i was "wise beyond your years" and "you probably do know a lot more than the doctors you saw" and "it's very smart and proactive to have looked into your symptoms, see what your body was doing, and understand it."
dr. goldman is the leading dentist researching exactly what i have. his facility is the hub of his work. he has been doing this for 40 years.
i can't believe the time has finally come...
i am ready to be alive
here in the windy city...i will go to the top of the sears tower
and i will cry with happiness
spinning and spinning and spinning...
i don't ever wanna stop.
i've cried three times today.
and all for different reasons.
one for the past...the times i went through as a human being. suffering. loss. pain. death. life.
one for the present...evaluation, trial and error. the beginning.
and one for the future...the knowing that one day, this pain is going to end.
dr. goldman said "we can definitely help you. the muscles on the left side of your face are definitely in spasm. this is very treatable and we can get you feeling normal in no time."
all these years...all this pain...
its all going to be over soon.
and i think i am owed every single moment of it.
dr. goldman said i was "wise beyond your years" and "you probably do know a lot more than the doctors you saw" and "it's very smart and proactive to have looked into your symptoms, see what your body was doing, and understand it."
dr. goldman is the leading dentist researching exactly what i have. his facility is the hub of his work. he has been doing this for 40 years.
i can't believe the time has finally come...
i am ready to be alive
here in the windy city...i will go to the top of the sears tower
and i will cry with happiness
spinning and spinning and spinning...
i don't ever wanna stop.