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Well, I'm home. Saying goodbye to Sam today was the most difficult thing I've ever done. I must have cried for an hour, my dad looked so uncomfortable. Now I feel numb, like someone's ripped all the emotions out of me... which is almost better than the incredible heartache I've been feeling for the last three days (yes, including during the party.... I am an actress, after all). I can't believe it. This is by far the worst thing that's ever happened to me. God, I already miss everything, and I feel like such a failure. I hope I can pull through, but right now it simply doesn't look good. love to all
ps- you're all dears, and very sweet, but pointlessly cheery replies telling me that I'll be ok or that you miss me are NOT WANTED RIGHT NOW. thanks for understanding
ps- you're all dears, and very sweet, but pointlessly cheery replies telling me that I'll be ok or that you miss me are NOT WANTED RIGHT NOW. thanks for understanding