this is cynical, jaded me
Dan said my posts should be darker and include more complaining, so here goes.
I hate life. I especially hate my life, because it sucks. One thing that really sucks about it is when people are nice to me or compliment me, because it just distracts me from the main point, which is that I hate my life.
Sometimes I just wonder if there is anything remotely redeeming in this world. My family and friends love me, but really, what does that matter? We're all going to die anyway. Of course, if we are believers, we will be reunited in heaven, but presumably we'll be altered or changed in some way, and I don't know if I'll like that.
I hope I never move, or change jobs, or get married, because that way I can just stay right where I am and focus on what I know for sure: life is depressing. And then I can do that until I die.
I hate life. I especially hate my life, because it sucks. One thing that really sucks about it is when people are nice to me or compliment me, because it just distracts me from the main point, which is that I hate my life.
Sometimes I just wonder if there is anything remotely redeeming in this world. My family and friends love me, but really, what does that matter? We're all going to die anyway. Of course, if we are believers, we will be reunited in heaven, but presumably we'll be altered or changed in some way, and I don't know if I'll like that.
I hope I never move, or change jobs, or get married, because that way I can just stay right where I am and focus on what I know for sure: life is depressing. And then I can do that until I die.