wow life sucks
lets see...life has been a total bitch. ok not really. i love my friends...and i love rj and my guy friends. today my parents and i had this HUGE miscommunication and long story made short, amy said the F word (o yes THE f word) and dad called me a bitch. it hurt really bad. i found myself driving to my friend danielle's house sobbing till the point where i couldn't breathe. i kinda wanted to go to tracy's since she and rj are the only people who know how to deal with me, but i didn't know if she was working or not. my parents and i know how to piss one another off...and today was HUGE. the day started off with me going to church with some st. croix friends (jon h, abby k, and gareth) everything was going...christian like. i was in a cute skirt waiting to hear the same thing over again about the lord. i was pumped! sweet little democrat amy trying to fit in. i come home and mother wants me to get my nails done with her. we never speak and it just turns ugly. i love her...but wow....we can really fight. i'm happy i left for danielle's. we were also fighting with jill and hannah. idk - hannah is always mad, and jill had a reason...but it was just too dramatic. i'm worried that we're going to go through a bad period for a while. maybe not with jill though, but who knows about hannah. whatever.
and now i leave for a 4 day trip with the whole fucking family to wisconsin. a cabin with 4 pissed off nords is going to SUCK ASS. i'd rather work all 4 days and just chill.
but over all i really can't complain about this summer - it's been REALLY awesome. i'll write more later
peace
and now i leave for a 4 day trip with the whole fucking family to wisconsin. a cabin with 4 pissed off nords is going to SUCK ASS. i'd rather work all 4 days and just chill.
but over all i really can't complain about this summer - it's been REALLY awesome. i'll write more later
peace