i wanna be real like mel do
ook so lately life has been odd. now my report card kicked some ass (thank you - and mind that SCL's grading system is harder than public school's). I took the ACT on saturday. again. and i am hoping and praying i got what i need to get into winona. thank you steph for the book! i need to return that! "> If I can't get into Winona or Mankato...i'll have to kill myself. ok i can't do that either because i have to make a difference in the Democrat Party someday... So after the ACT was over with, I talked to Pastor Huebner and we decieded John would pick me up every Sunday so I could attend their WELs church with them. (wels is like the ultimate lutherans who are almost like nazis) but i have to be one lol. so i can sort of give chapel. so after that we all got ready for Nate's grad party. more like me sitting around the house with hannah and jill watching Chappelle and being the only one laughing. it's sick that they can just sit there and be unamused. psh private school women......which brings me to my next point...SCL vs. HSHS. I have NO fucking idea what to do. i want to graduate with my class since I was five, but i like my new life at SCL too. I am me at both places, i don't really hold back at all at SCL. but man i miss people at sibley - i miss democrats..I miss open mindness...i miss easy grading. But i don't miss what happened to me during the sport seasons. I love playing sports and it was so nice getting back in that groove at SCL. and i love my girlfriends. we hang out all the time. Dani and i have been especially close, she's like the sweetest person i have ever met, and it's usually really hard for me to be that close with girls. Except Tracy...lol. My girls at Sibley were equally cool and so real. You wanna fuck with me? Bring it then.
idk also i've made some huge mistakes. Yes there were some parties. Thats all i'm saying, and i made some poor decisions. and rj had to help me a ton. theres another subject...rj. the kid leaves in august. You have to understand he's my best friend. we hang out all the time. He goes to my cousin's birthday party, out to dinner with my family and i, to sam's friendly hills graduation, has my family at his, we do everything together. and it's not what people think either, he's honestly my best friend, and what the fuck am i going to do without him next year? it's going to be good for me, but when i'm having one of those days...who can i run to? he's my concert buddy, my strength, my phone buddy, my wake up and call me buddy, my skating buddy, my st paul buddy...wow. i need to shut the fuck up. but rj i am going to miss you like you can't imagine.
i also miss robinson and the girls. i saw niki at the ACT and she was so sweet. these past couple of months i just fell into softball and trying to make friends at my school. i just sort of stopped calling people from sibley - which isn't cool.
but i should go. peace
idk also i've made some huge mistakes. Yes there were some parties. Thats all i'm saying, and i made some poor decisions. and rj had to help me a ton. theres another subject...rj. the kid leaves in august. You have to understand he's my best friend. we hang out all the time. He goes to my cousin's birthday party, out to dinner with my family and i, to sam's friendly hills graduation, has my family at his, we do everything together. and it's not what people think either, he's honestly my best friend, and what the fuck am i going to do without him next year? it's going to be good for me, but when i'm having one of those days...who can i run to? he's my concert buddy, my strength, my phone buddy, my wake up and call me buddy, my skating buddy, my st paul buddy...wow. i need to shut the fuck up. but rj i am going to miss you like you can't imagine.
i also miss robinson and the girls. i saw niki at the ACT and she was so sweet. these past couple of months i just fell into softball and trying to make friends at my school. i just sort of stopped calling people from sibley - which isn't cool.
but i should go. peace