Comments | amymae: (без темы)

amymae

(Untitled)

Jul 13, 2005 18:02

Havent felt much like writing in here lately. I have gone shitty and not so proud of myself. I let things between Chris and I get to the point of no return and then started becoming interested in other people. Seth popped up again out of no where and I have been seeing him ever since. Its kind of weird. We will be together for a long time and ( Read more... )

Comments 12

_supernova_ July 14 2005, 23:05:47 UTC

girl you need to choose. nothing good can come from hanging onto everyone youve cared about. either love them and stay or let go.

sgtzim July 14 2005, 23:07:59 UTC

agreed

chrisbh July 15 2005, 02:39:40 UTC

She chose already. She chose when they first broke up, that'd she'd string some dumb sucker along till he came back around. I hate her. She destroyed everything I was and wanted to be for her. I was even planning on proposing sometime soon, after I got back on my feet with working again. But that person who loved her, she killed him. She chose already, like I said, a long time ago and I was the idiot who got caught in the middle.

sgtzim July 15 2005, 02:42:46 UTC

just forget all about it man, better off

Thread 5

crypticveracity July 15 2005, 17:22:32 UTC

Hey everyone, its all gonna be okay

myamanda714 July 15 2005, 19:37:18 UTC

chris+ seth = chrth or setis

anonymous July 16 2005, 09:25:51 UTC

You should put naked pics of yourself on yur LJ.

amymae July 17 2005, 01:47:33 UTC

I feel compeletly horrible for hurting chris. Sometimes in live you have to make a decision, one that is compeletly hard and will either make or break you. When it came down to it CHris wasnt putting any effort into our relationship. Seth on the other hand does and treats better then Chris ever could. And thats how I came to my decision.

chrisbh July 17 2005, 02:02:23 UTC

You mean he rolls over for you and spoils you. He's just easier to manipulate for you into getting things. You just want want want and thats your problem. I wasnt putting anything in? With what? My -300$ bank account and trying to find a new job? My being stressed out over having lost my job that I got pissed easier than usual? No, you just didn't like paying for once. You don't feel horrible about what you did, don't fucking lie to me and these people ( ... )

amymae July 18 2005, 17:06:44 UTC

Yes I promised everything would be okay, but after I told you I was seeing Seth you have pushed me further and further away. How can we be friends that way?

I dont need anyone to tell me what to do. I am old enough to make my own decisions, good or bad, and you have to learn to except that.

chrisbh July 21 2005, 00:28:48 UTC

Oh I'm sorry, was I supposed to jump for fucking joy? How can we be anything when all you do is lie?

You were the best thing you ever happen to me, hell one of the only good things to happen to me. I've been through a hell of a lot in my life, and not the petty childish teenage heartbreak shit. I'm talking about a lot of deaths, things that happened to me that I couldnt control thats effected my entire life even up to now and more. Sorry I didnt know how to do deal with that one good thing but I never lied to you, never would have and I would have never broken a promise because I take those very seriously.

You pushed me away when you lied and broke your promise and all I did was keep my distance to keep myself from more of it. All I'm doing is protecting myself from what everyone else has done to me, again.