Jul 13, 2005 18:02
Havent felt much like writing in here lately. I have gone shitty and not so proud of myself. I let things between Chris and I get to the point of no return and then started becoming interested in other people. Seth popped up again out of no where and I have been seeing him ever since. Its kind of weird. We will be together for a long time and then have a massive fight, not talk to each other for a while and then find each other again.
I know this is sick and selfish of me to say, but I still love Chris, just Seth as well. I guess you could just say I am living for the moment right now.