school is making me sad i want to quit
its true, i have never ever wanted to quit something so bad in my life. yeah yeah yeah, i know, i get my masters in like 2 weeks, but i don't know how much longer i can hold on. i'm not a closer, its true, i wasn't in high school, and i'm not now. its who i am. most of the time your friends are the ones that make you feel better in a time like this, but the past few days, a few of them have just been making things worse.
i want to disappear to somewhere really cool, all by myself, and not tell anyone where i am. i want me time. time to sit and do whatever i want for as long as i want, without any other concern.
i have been given a pleasant surprise. its been awhile since someone has showed as much genuine interest in me, its almost weird. how sad is that? he makes me laugh, and doesn't mind if i "accidentally" hit him in the head with a rubber ball. even sadder is that i'm sure it will pretty much be completely gone in like 3 weeks, maybe 4. ahhh, the end of the semester. but then again, maybe i'm wrong, i'm sure i'm not, this is a rarity.
t is still one of my favorite people. so funny, genuine, and laid back. i wish we could just go ahead and start falling in love with each other, we'd have a absolutely amazing time. again though, things are coming to an end (not quickly enough in some ways, but too quickly in others). graduation week is gonna be so much fun, we've already decided, so thats something to look forward to.
lesson from friday night: pouring the remaining half of a sake bottle into a little bit of beer and then chugging it (this is all after about 4 to 5 bombers) will make you stupid drunk. this then led to me nearly getting thrown out of a bar, being a tad shady, loosing my passport, cat card, chapstick, lip gloss, keys, and debit card (fourth time this semester), and then ended with me vomiting in my tub. saturday was rough. i did however manage to come home with my gum, compact, and a twenty dollar bill(go figure), which meant the entire evening only ended up costing me $5 (bonus!!!).
alright, i'm rambling on about nothign, time to go do more of that school work that is consuming my thoughts, life, and soul.
i want to disappear to somewhere really cool, all by myself, and not tell anyone where i am. i want me time. time to sit and do whatever i want for as long as i want, without any other concern.
i have been given a pleasant surprise. its been awhile since someone has showed as much genuine interest in me, its almost weird. how sad is that? he makes me laugh, and doesn't mind if i "accidentally" hit him in the head with a rubber ball. even sadder is that i'm sure it will pretty much be completely gone in like 3 weeks, maybe 4. ahhh, the end of the semester. but then again, maybe i'm wrong, i'm sure i'm not, this is a rarity.
t is still one of my favorite people. so funny, genuine, and laid back. i wish we could just go ahead and start falling in love with each other, we'd have a absolutely amazing time. again though, things are coming to an end (not quickly enough in some ways, but too quickly in others). graduation week is gonna be so much fun, we've already decided, so thats something to look forward to.
lesson from friday night: pouring the remaining half of a sake bottle into a little bit of beer and then chugging it (this is all after about 4 to 5 bombers) will make you stupid drunk. this then led to me nearly getting thrown out of a bar, being a tad shady, loosing my passport, cat card, chapstick, lip gloss, keys, and debit card (fourth time this semester), and then ended with me vomiting in my tub. saturday was rough. i did however manage to come home with my gum, compact, and a twenty dollar bill(go figure), which meant the entire evening only ended up costing me $5 (bonus!!!).
alright, i'm rambling on about nothign, time to go do more of that school work that is consuming my thoughts, life, and soul.