what is this feeling...
am i content with things...even happy at the moment.
fucking weird. thats all i have to say.
today was kinda long, had my international final at 5, it definitely could have gone better, but we'll see. i'm apparently not concerned with it at the moment, which is fine by me.
i think i became and adult today...scary i know. i have even surprised myself tonight. it doesn't bother me. i'm totally ok with it. i don't know what that means. but hey, its better than what i suppose would be the normal reaction from most.
one of my friends, oldest and dearest, is having a rough day. i don't think i can be there for them, due to certain understandable circumstances, but i think they know that i would be willing to, if they were to let me.
m - its gonna be alright, trust, these things pass/heal/get better!
i have also decided that i am a fantastic multitasker. i have mastered the art of juggling many tasks at the same time. its a gift, what can i say?
i had the most fantastic weekend (plagued, of course, by pangs of despair because i missed court & danger so much). sarah was in town, and as we've discussed before, it is a whole different kind of laughter when we are together. its like you can hear all 17 years of our friendship in our laughter, when we really get going of course.
i think t might be my new favorite person...ok, guy (don't worry, none of my girls are being replaced). he is funny, smart, sincere, laid back, cultured, and has really adorable stubble. i am exicted to continue to get to know him.
i think i'm gonna break and end the silence with rachL, its crazy what being in a good place will do to your stubbornness. don't hold me to that, i'm simply thinking about it. she unexpectedly let me down and shook my trust in her, and i've just had to get over it, but time is ticking away, and our days in tucson are running out. so in the name of our friendship over the past few years, i think i'm gonna take off the stubborn "amy hat" (as rachL would say) and have a chat with her, and see whats up.
fucking weird. thats all i have to say.
today was kinda long, had my international final at 5, it definitely could have gone better, but we'll see. i'm apparently not concerned with it at the moment, which is fine by me.
i think i became and adult today...scary i know. i have even surprised myself tonight. it doesn't bother me. i'm totally ok with it. i don't know what that means. but hey, its better than what i suppose would be the normal reaction from most.
one of my friends, oldest and dearest, is having a rough day. i don't think i can be there for them, due to certain understandable circumstances, but i think they know that i would be willing to, if they were to let me.
m - its gonna be alright, trust, these things pass/heal/get better!
i have also decided that i am a fantastic multitasker. i have mastered the art of juggling many tasks at the same time. its a gift, what can i say?
i had the most fantastic weekend (plagued, of course, by pangs of despair because i missed court & danger so much). sarah was in town, and as we've discussed before, it is a whole different kind of laughter when we are together. its like you can hear all 17 years of our friendship in our laughter, when we really get going of course.
i think t might be my new favorite person...ok, guy (don't worry, none of my girls are being replaced). he is funny, smart, sincere, laid back, cultured, and has really adorable stubble. i am exicted to continue to get to know him.
i think i'm gonna break and end the silence with rachL, its crazy what being in a good place will do to your stubbornness. don't hold me to that, i'm simply thinking about it. she unexpectedly let me down and shook my trust in her, and i've just had to get over it, but time is ticking away, and our days in tucson are running out. so in the name of our friendship over the past few years, i think i'm gonna take off the stubborn "amy hat" (as rachL would say) and have a chat with her, and see whats up.