here i am again
i've definitely been awake since 5:45 this morning, and only got 3 and a half hours of sleep last night, but somehow i managed to forge on through the day, and now its 2:20 and i'm still awake, and i'm if i'm ready to go to bed yet. but, i do know that i am exhausted, and its not like i get a fucking break. 1 test down for the week, 2 more to go, and one of them just happens to be my master's exam.
i'm glad everyone hyped it all up, cause it is nothing, which is why i hate discussing and hyping such things. its such a waste, and automatically dooms it.
in two days, well actually, technically tomorrow, it will have been a year since becca left. it still doesn't seem real.
i miss the porch chats too court. maybe we will do that today.
i can't keep myself from falling much longer. i need out. i can't save myself. i need someone to save me.
i'm glad everyone hyped it all up, cause it is nothing, which is why i hate discussing and hyping such things. its such a waste, and automatically dooms it.
in two days, well actually, technically tomorrow, it will have been a year since becca left. it still doesn't seem real.
i miss the porch chats too court. maybe we will do that today.
i can't keep myself from falling much longer. i need out. i can't save myself. i need someone to save me.