i know its been a long time...
i haven't felt like putting my feelings in words, so thats why. its probably just as well, nothing happy or bubbly to report. but i can't sleep, so i figured i'd listen to the CAPS guy.
i've been up since 6 am, and have been running on 3 hours of sleep (no nap) surprisingly well. although i did have the help of a coffee, a diet dr. pepper, diet pepsi, and a diet mt. dew. and of course, now i'm not tired.
i'm waiting for my life to start. i don't want to do school work anymore. i want to quit, but i have to get my masters to keep my job...fuck!!!
sometimes i wanna make decisions that i know will piss of my friends, just to piss them off, and to prove that i can do it, no matter what they say.
i'm tired of people thinking they need to save me or care for me, i can take care of my own damn self, i don't need anyone, i just like having certain people around, but i do not need them.
and i hand out my fair share of disrespect, it is not a one way street.
i've been up since 6 am, and have been running on 3 hours of sleep (no nap) surprisingly well. although i did have the help of a coffee, a diet dr. pepper, diet pepsi, and a diet mt. dew. and of course, now i'm not tired.
i'm waiting for my life to start. i don't want to do school work anymore. i want to quit, but i have to get my masters to keep my job...fuck!!!
sometimes i wanna make decisions that i know will piss of my friends, just to piss them off, and to prove that i can do it, no matter what they say.
i'm tired of people thinking they need to save me or care for me, i can take care of my own damn self, i don't need anyone, i just like having certain people around, but i do not need them.
and i hand out my fair share of disrespect, it is not a one way street.