do you know what infinity feels like?
yeah so um. i got a call today from the hospital
it's not a kidney infection
i fucking knew it.
[and now i will have to dive inside!!
what a grand adventure this will be]
no idea what it really is.
but uh, got an appointment next monday at 3:30 with an naturalpath or whatever they are called.
i am hoping he will have the time to talk with me.
and find out what's going on
i'm sure it has a lot to do with the recent events.
me opening my mind up completely and all...
i mean, your body and mind are connected afterall.
and because my mind is obviously turbulant...
yeah.
and just because i am crazy.
i used to wink in a past life a lot.
when things were going right..
and now.
i am seeing it all over the place.
when i'm doing it right.
it's wonderful.
and i am a healer.
so um, when i figure out how to use this tool i gained... uh, i don't think i'll be writing in here much. unless it will benefit you. i mean... i won't need this for me anymore.
i'll be relying on paper. because.
that's closer to mother earth
than this...
um.
computer
i'm sure you sense nervousness here.
but uh, that's because i am, er..
well. you know.
crazy.
and wonderful
and smart
and loving
and compassionate
and...
people reject it.
and uh, i love you.
it's not a kidney infection
i fucking knew it.
[and now i will have to dive inside!!
what a grand adventure this will be]
no idea what it really is.
but uh, got an appointment next monday at 3:30 with an naturalpath or whatever they are called.
i am hoping he will have the time to talk with me.
and find out what's going on
i'm sure it has a lot to do with the recent events.
me opening my mind up completely and all...
i mean, your body and mind are connected afterall.
and because my mind is obviously turbulant...
yeah.
and just because i am crazy.
i used to wink in a past life a lot.
when things were going right..
and now.
i am seeing it all over the place.
when i'm doing it right.
it's wonderful.
and i am a healer.
so um, when i figure out how to use this tool i gained... uh, i don't think i'll be writing in here much. unless it will benefit you. i mean... i won't need this for me anymore.
i'll be relying on paper. because.
that's closer to mother earth
than this...
um.
computer
i'm sure you sense nervousness here.
but uh, that's because i am, er..
well. you know.
crazy.
and wonderful
and smart
and loving
and compassionate
and...
people reject it.
and uh, i love you.