whats the point of waiting anymore...
wow, it feels like a long time since...
i last sat down here and started to pour out some of the fresh excess. things are changing, i can feel it. in the energy of the universe like, not so much the weather, which has been pretty much in flux all winter varrying from 0 to 60 degrees in a matter of days. new york fuckin city. anyways, i am starting to feel a shift back into a liter place. projects are begining, darkness and confussion are lifting. girls are starting to hang out again, its nice. soon enough it'll be spring and all my favorite bands will be touring and it'll be my birthday, which is both scary and kind of incredible. i'll probably be in thailand at the time, which is a recently new breakthru in the stack labeled 'adventures to be filed'. many details on all of that to come.
part of the reason why i kno something is up is becos i'm starting to get tha wanderlust. asking all of those 'what if' questions. what if i just picked up and left? what if i had no reason to be scared? what if i just quit my job? what if? around spring it always starts to sound pretty good. its part of this aries sun taurus moon born on the number 7 thing i got going. the more i want to dig in my heels and take root, the more i wanna pick up and leave. i know, a heart that yearns, i should be more careful... you ever feel that way?
in other news...
the saurkraut i made is really pink and really delicious and ive been crazy busy this week with school, friends from out of town, breaking ground on a new side job and trying not to isolate too bad. i think i'm getting a little sick. so today i decided i'm going to look out for number one, get extra servings of my fruits and veggies, bake another apple pie (pie baking elf working towards perfection--i know, cute.) and just try to collect myself and other surrounding territories in order to have my head together to start a new work week. yeah, thats right things picked up and i got my job back even tho i had just applied for unemployment finished my waiting week and discovered that in my union unemployment plan, based on my hours of work i'm gonna get like four hundred dollars a week for doing like nothing essentially. actually that money is from work i already did and got paid for, amazing! unemployment is really kind of very cool, i almost forgot. the hard part is keeping yr head above water with all that spare time.
i last sat down here and started to pour out some of the fresh excess. things are changing, i can feel it. in the energy of the universe like, not so much the weather, which has been pretty much in flux all winter varrying from 0 to 60 degrees in a matter of days. new york fuckin city. anyways, i am starting to feel a shift back into a liter place. projects are begining, darkness and confussion are lifting. girls are starting to hang out again, its nice. soon enough it'll be spring and all my favorite bands will be touring and it'll be my birthday, which is both scary and kind of incredible. i'll probably be in thailand at the time, which is a recently new breakthru in the stack labeled 'adventures to be filed'. many details on all of that to come.
part of the reason why i kno something is up is becos i'm starting to get tha wanderlust. asking all of those 'what if' questions. what if i just picked up and left? what if i had no reason to be scared? what if i just quit my job? what if? around spring it always starts to sound pretty good. its part of this aries sun taurus moon born on the number 7 thing i got going. the more i want to dig in my heels and take root, the more i wanna pick up and leave. i know, a heart that yearns, i should be more careful... you ever feel that way?
in other news...
the saurkraut i made is really pink and really delicious and ive been crazy busy this week with school, friends from out of town, breaking ground on a new side job and trying not to isolate too bad. i think i'm getting a little sick. so today i decided i'm going to look out for number one, get extra servings of my fruits and veggies, bake another apple pie (pie baking elf working towards perfection--i know, cute.) and just try to collect myself and other surrounding territories in order to have my head together to start a new work week. yeah, thats right things picked up and i got my job back even tho i had just applied for unemployment finished my waiting week and discovered that in my union unemployment plan, based on my hours of work i'm gonna get like four hundred dollars a week for doing like nothing essentially. actually that money is from work i already did and got paid for, amazing! unemployment is really kind of very cool, i almost forgot. the hard part is keeping yr head above water with all that spare time.