Jan 21, 2005 11:25
okay. things are not going well. or they are, but its bad. i've already missed 9 classes. that is a massive amount of classes to have missed this early in the semester. i need to get my shit together. i'm not going to make it through the semester if this continues. seriously. i am worried about history. i have one class that i haven't even gone to yet. just never showed up. i sent a RIDICULOUS email to the man teaching it. i am not going to be well liked by any of my professors this year. there is only one class remaining that i have not missed yet. a very bad sign. this is like when freshman girls parents get that letter in the mail at midterm and it says something to the extent of, your daughter is a whore. she has not been to class in months and is living with some guy named rick.
you know? things do not bode well. i am feeling happier though. less class=more happiness? maybe? i hate school. i need to do well though. hebrew i'm fine, history i'm probably fine. expository writing i'm fine. calculus is anyone's guess. and my art class is second 9 weeks.
i was still drunk when i woke up this morning. i had a really good night. missed chris, but i WAS at yogi's with a bunch of spea people, but then it got to be ridiculous getting drinks and lindsay was nowhere to be found, so naramore and i left and went to the vid, and then lindsay called when i was right outside of the vid and part of me wanted to go back and part of me was like, no. been there, not going back. so i walked to naramores while i was deciding and he kept making me white russians
which is of course what jewish girls drink, so how was i to say no? we hung out in his room and just talked for awhile. then we started to watch the Phish documentary. i must own this. i started to fall asleep and left, called lindsay and ended up over there drinking even more, but i had a really good night. so it was nice. haven't hung out with naramore in forever. i mean, just me and him. his girlfriend is ALWAYS there and shes nice and i like her, but its not the same dynamic.
i would like to build a multitude of miniature snowmen. quantity over quality. thats what i say.