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my british boy has left me. i miss him. and he is gone.
i think this constitutes a problem. not nice. well, he wasn't really mine. but i sort of obtained him for awhile. and now he has escaped. probably better for him. i prefer london as well. but i am stuck here. quite unpleasant.
i want grapes and cheese. and wine. i have wine. i have cheese. no grapes. more problems.
i am going to get back in shape. clean and work out and get my homework done. i have exams this week. perhaps skipping this last week was a bad idea. i have not been a good student this year. hebrew exam tuesday, calculus exam wednesday. turned in my first major paper late for expository. which means an automatic B. wasn;t an amazing paper. might end up getting a C. i need to take some personal time and pull myself together.
i need a cd book. or an ipod. but i'm thinking the cd book is a more feasible option given my current financial situation. i really need to work.
i must also seek employment. that would be good for me. i think i can only improve. it will slowly get warmer and i will slowly get happier. i like to dress ridiculously and the winter is a hindrance to this. tomorrow is going to be a day of calculus. unpleasant. hebrew will hopefully be ok. i need to spend some time on my hebrew as well. i think i'm doing pretty alright in there. but still. i like hebrew.
i have decided i must make lists. then perhaps i will follow a schedule instead of doing nothing and fretting about everything.
monday:
breakfast/finish hebrew-7am
calculus class-10:10-11
planning your entire day does not make
hebrew class-11:15-12:05 one feel better about it. it's just
dump crap at home-12:20 very depressing.
eat lunch/go out and fill out applications-1:20
hebrew- 2:00-3:00
read for history and exository writing-3-4
clean/chill out-4-5
get dinner-5:30-6
study for calc test-7-10
gym-10:30-11:30
read until i fall asleep.
i think this constitutes a problem. not nice. well, he wasn't really mine. but i sort of obtained him for awhile. and now he has escaped. probably better for him. i prefer london as well. but i am stuck here. quite unpleasant.
i want grapes and cheese. and wine. i have wine. i have cheese. no grapes. more problems.
i am going to get back in shape. clean and work out and get my homework done. i have exams this week. perhaps skipping this last week was a bad idea. i have not been a good student this year. hebrew exam tuesday, calculus exam wednesday. turned in my first major paper late for expository. which means an automatic B. wasn;t an amazing paper. might end up getting a C. i need to take some personal time and pull myself together.
i need a cd book. or an ipod. but i'm thinking the cd book is a more feasible option given my current financial situation. i really need to work.
i must also seek employment. that would be good for me. i think i can only improve. it will slowly get warmer and i will slowly get happier. i like to dress ridiculously and the winter is a hindrance to this. tomorrow is going to be a day of calculus. unpleasant. hebrew will hopefully be ok. i need to spend some time on my hebrew as well. i think i'm doing pretty alright in there. but still. i like hebrew.
i have decided i must make lists. then perhaps i will follow a schedule instead of doing nothing and fretting about everything.
monday:
breakfast/finish hebrew-7am
calculus class-10:10-11
planning your entire day does not make
hebrew class-11:15-12:05 one feel better about it. it's just
dump crap at home-12:20 very depressing.
eat lunch/go out and fill out applications-1:20
hebrew- 2:00-3:00
read for history and exository writing-3-4
clean/chill out-4-5
get dinner-5:30-6
study for calc test-7-10
gym-10:30-11:30
read until i fall asleep.