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[amwalker31]

I feel like...once I'm thin and skinny enough, then guys will *actually* look at me, and I'll feel better about myself.

Anyone else?

But at the same time...will it ever be good enough? Will my weight ever be down low enough for me to be happy?

Comments

[memoirsofsunny]

If you aren't happy now, you won't ever be happy unless you realize that the only person that can make you happy, is YOU

[amwalker31]

I know. I know. I'm just thinking that maybe if a guy likes me it will help me like myself more. I know it's wrong to build happiness around a guy because nothing is for certain.

[silentredbones]

No one could make me happier than my bf and yes he boosts my confidence. But once the first couple months pass you realize that it doesnt change how you feel about yourself. And then whatever he says feels like a lie because it contradicts your thoughts. And no matter what weight you get to your always going to think you could do better.
*hugs* youll find the right guy when the time is right and hes going to treat you like a princess!

[amwalker31]

I can't wait :)