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I love when you're honest, but you get in massive trouble for it. I just want a normal functioning relationship. But I think it's probably way past that. Dating other people, having him date other people is going to be weird as shit. Ya know, to think the next person he dates could be Caden's stepmom. That's just way too freaky. OK, bad comparison, my relationship reminds me of the dumb Jessica girl & Jason on Laguna Beach. Minus the Alex thing. And yeah, I'm only comparing b/c that's what I'm watching right now. Seriously though, he treats the girl like shit & she just stays around.
I want the old Ronnie back. But something tells me I have to go get 5123164 lbs. of marijuana to get him back. Although I'm sure he wants the old me back. But a lot of how I am now has to do with the lies he told me. Oh God, Guss I'm watching this whole Laguna thing and Jessica's all calling Kristin crying & she's all coming over to make sure she's OK. They're like you & me. Awwww. OK I need to end this b/c my sad life is relating back to Laguna. Ronnie, I do love you, I want things to work, but I want the old you back.
I want the old Ronnie back. But something tells me I have to go get 5123164 lbs. of marijuana to get him back. Although I'm sure he wants the old me back. But a lot of how I am now has to do with the lies he told me. Oh God, Guss I'm watching this whole Laguna thing and Jessica's all calling Kristin crying & she's all coming over to make sure she's OK. They're like you & me. Awwww. OK I need to end this b/c my sad life is relating back to Laguna. Ronnie, I do love you, I want things to work, but I want the old you back.