Well, I love Mat and Thomas, I know this.  I also know that I gave up Thomas because I felt that I loved Mat more.  I realize now I love both of them in their own ways.  Thomas picked Darlene, and will not give her up.  He is serious about it.  And I could have had him, because I had my chance.  I hesitated, I choked.  I was afraid of another ( Read more... )