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Feb 22, 2005 16:25

Well guys, this is what it's come to.
Skipping school for job interviews.
Sucks, man.

Thank you livejournal for always being here in my times of need.
Now that I'm here, I don't know what to say.
Everything that matters has already been said elsewhere.

I feel like my life is going to shit.
I'm not ready for this.
I didn't ask for this fucking clean slate.
Back at square one. Completely.

I liked how things were. I liked it more now that I know what I don't have.
Which is how it goes, right?

I'm usually not one to be so unwelcoming to change. But everything is changing.
All at once. I feel like everything I had just crashed and burned.
It's freaking me out.

No, really.

The snow just stopped. The sun just came out.
Maybe it's a sign.

Right.

"But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run.
And it wears me out, it wears me out
It wears me out, it wears me out "
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