For a minute there, I lost myself.
So I'm late for class and I like Kelly too much to walk in late to her lectures, so here I am.
I'm just going to go in when everyone goes to the lab and talk to her. I love that there is no attendance taken in this class, but I still would have liked to be there.
God I'm so haggard. I'm wearing the same clothes I had on last night that were already dirty from wearing them when I was broken down in Ann Arbor/Ypsi. all of last weekend. Plus I need to wash my hair and I have zits the size of arkansas. I'm so disgusting. Certainly not an attractive human being at the moment. I don't know if I want to be seen like this but I kinda want to say fuck it. I'm gonna go print some more photos!!!
Yikes, my batteries on my cd player are about to die, good think I have backups.
I was in a horrible mood this morning. I think I still am I just have no one to interact with and bring it out. I think today is going to be antisocial. Aw, that's depressing... maybe not, but not yet.
I think I might work out tonight. There's a concept. Something I stopped doing months ago and it sure is showing. I feel way gross. Not only am I haggard, I'm a haggard chubster.
Hermit crabs are lucky.
Sometimes I feel so insanely insecure and jealous. It's sickening, really. If only you knew what I really thought.
Hold on
I can't slip
.h a n g i n g.
My hands are sweaty
When did I lose my grip?
I'm now on the ground
.f a l l e n.
My jeans are dirty
My knees are weak
I want to be found
I need to find myself
.r e a c h i n g.
I wish I could grab on to you
But you can only hold yourself
I don't want to pull you down with me
I hardly think I have that ability
Sidenote:
Jacob and I might be going to California. We wanted to aim for spring break but it's soo last minute and plane tickets are super expensive during that time. So we might just aim for when school is over this spring. California. Jesus christ. I want to go so badly. The west is a-callin. I can almost taste it and see the blue fucking sky. I need to stop, I think I'm gonna cream in my pants.
I'm just going to go in when everyone goes to the lab and talk to her. I love that there is no attendance taken in this class, but I still would have liked to be there.
God I'm so haggard. I'm wearing the same clothes I had on last night that were already dirty from wearing them when I was broken down in Ann Arbor/Ypsi. all of last weekend. Plus I need to wash my hair and I have zits the size of arkansas. I'm so disgusting. Certainly not an attractive human being at the moment. I don't know if I want to be seen like this but I kinda want to say fuck it. I'm gonna go print some more photos!!!
Yikes, my batteries on my cd player are about to die, good think I have backups.
I was in a horrible mood this morning. I think I still am I just have no one to interact with and bring it out. I think today is going to be antisocial. Aw, that's depressing... maybe not, but not yet.
I think I might work out tonight. There's a concept. Something I stopped doing months ago and it sure is showing. I feel way gross. Not only am I haggard, I'm a haggard chubster.
Hermit crabs are lucky.
Sometimes I feel so insanely insecure and jealous. It's sickening, really. If only you knew what I really thought.
Hold on
I can't slip
.h a n g i n g.
My hands are sweaty
When did I lose my grip?
I'm now on the ground
.f a l l e n.
My jeans are dirty
My knees are weak
I want to be found
I need to find myself
.r e a c h i n g.
I wish I could grab on to you
But you can only hold yourself
I don't want to pull you down with me
I hardly think I have that ability
Sidenote:
Jacob and I might be going to California. We wanted to aim for spring break but it's soo last minute and plane tickets are super expensive during that time. So we might just aim for when school is over this spring. California. Jesus christ. I want to go so badly. The west is a-callin. I can almost taste it and see the blue fucking sky. I need to stop, I think I'm gonna cream in my pants.