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I gotta stop forgiving people so easily... like seriously if someone makes you cry they should have to work a little harder than just calling you and leaving a message... to be forgiven.. aside from that.. and my 30 minute breakdown because of that I'm pretty proud of how I handled the situation once I started talking to Jon again... because at a certain point he was telling me I was always mad about something... and I defended myself... and then he started throwing something back at me and I just wouldn't allow that and I think for the first time he went back on what he was saying and changed it because he knew i was right.. damn skippy that makes me happy that I stood up for myself and didn't let him blame me... so anyways... class sucked tonight.. I hate when they give us assignments and tell us to WRITE in class.. I can never think in class... its horrible... so I'm writing a narrative essay about me meeting my dad for the first time a few years back.. should be emotionally interesting... we'll see how it turns out.. for now I think I certain forgiven asshole might be coming over... this late on a school night? ha thats cause he fucked up and he knows it... but i still love the boy