You all better open your eyes before it is too late and you are rotting from the inside out, alone.
You guys really are assholes. No one told me it was Monday. I left two messages at Kaya's, one Sunday and one Monday, because I really wanted to help. I never got called back. No one told me when or where, and when I found out I was at work and my dad needed me, but no one made any attempt to include me after the initial phone call. I talked to Kaya a second time and she said nothing of any matter. Just that she would get back to me. Then, you all proceed to lie to Naren and tell him I was uninterested. You treated me like shit, you lied to my boyfriend, and I am fairly sure no one cares at all how this has all affected me. Actually, I am seriously entertaining the idea that I was contacted mearly to make yourselves look better in Naren's eyes. "We tried to get her to come, she just didn't want to." But really, you couldn't have cared less about me, and actually didn't want me there. I know, say, Scott didn't have much of a role in this, but why didn't Kaya call me back? She told me she would. I didn't just leave a message and ask her to call back, I talked to her and she said she would. I may be streching this a little, but I think that to some extent it is true. No one cared. And I am so tired of it. "An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind," Buddha. I don't deserve it. Don't call me your friend. None of you know what that means. "Nothing but heaven itself is better than a friend who is really a friend," Plautus.