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[amonkeynamedbob]

Stronger Now

My broken heart is stronger now;
now that it's had time to heal.
Srong enought to let me move.
Like I can move
instead of you.
My broken heart is stronger
than you now.

-Rikki Lane

Merely Just Me

Im sorry my darling
that you cannot see
that it was merely just me
that let your soul go so free.
It was merely just me
that brought your heart so much love
It was merely just me
whose heart was not thought of.

-Rikki Lane

Fucking Broken

Broken fucking broken
Lonely fucking lonely.
You left me
for no one--
for the safety of your heart.
Your cold black heart
once so "filled with love"
now takes and crushes mine.
So small
and unimportant.
So broken.
Fucking broke.

You fucking broke it!
all I wanted was your heart
and all you brought me was pain
and misery
that was once the love
that kept me whole;
kept me sane.

My first love,
you were
so loved..
So fucking loved;
and now I'm so lonely.

So fucking broken

-Rikki Lane

I'm Sorry My Konstantine

Im sorry my konstantine,

So loved was your heart
before you gave it to me
so whole was your soul
before you devoted it to me.

All I wanted was your heart,
and all that I brought you
was pain and misery.

Forgive me for breaking you
oh love of mine
Forgive me for mistaking you
for one that thought that I was so imensly divine.

Im sorry my konstantine.
I must say goodbye...

Im sorry my konstantine
for breaking what is not mine

Im sorry my konstantine...

-Rikki Lane

Tears

To my surprise
I did not cry
when it was time to say good bye.
My tears did fall
not tears of saddness
or tears of joy...
Just tears you listen to--
listen to the stories
they told;
Of a broken heart
so broken-
That now it says
I'm fine without you.
I'm fine without you;
and they do not sigh
relief,
or cry for pain.
They exist
to tell me--
to tell you
that I'm fine without you.

-Rikki Lane