I think I may be moving back home. This isn't what I thought it would be. I miss my friends,and family, and I'm lonely. I think moving was a big mistake. I did it for the wrong reasons. I tried running from everything that was hurting me, and in the end it caught up, so I hurt again only now i have to do it alone, because I have no one here.

Sometimes I still can't believe she's gone. It doesn't get easier with time.

I'm sad all the time. I cant pull myself out of this depression.............

my uncle passed away the 4th. its been hard. i could only stay home for a few days due to work and sometimes i feel like i just want to go home.

I was talking to my girl today,and she was giving me the scoop on everyone we know, and I was disappointed. The people who deserve nothing have everything! Courtney is getting married this fall, and is pregnant again!! I guess she's due in the fall as well. Her, and that Mitch have a farm, and horses in Gibsonburg (where ever the hell that is)I ( Read more... )

I got side bangs!!!

I really don't know why I don't just deleethis thing. Until tonight I'd forgotten about it. I guess I'll update out of bordom ( Read more... )

The Ultimate Get To Know You SurveySTATISTICSName?:Lynn Marisol Ruiz Birthplace?:Toledo, Ohio Current Location?:New York, New York Hometown?:Toledo Nationality?:Spanish Eye Color?:Hazel Hair Color?:Black Height?:5'2 Glasses or contacts?:No Piercings or tattoos?:Both Single or taken:?:Taken Siblings names (if any)?:None Right Handed or Left Handed?: ( Read more... )

I'm really happy, happier than I've been since Lilah's Daddy.
Gavin thinks I'm too thin. It's a really touchy subject for me. Unless I'm less than 100 I feel fat, and disgusting.
I went home last weekend. It brought back some bad memories.
Gavin is on his way here. We're just going to stay in, and watch some movies.

I met a boy! A boy with dark hair,and almost black eyes.His smile makes me melt, and his body is rockin'.